A Season for Change

The saying, the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting to get different result is super relevant for me right now.

I’m at a place where I want to be a better me.  So I have decided to do and try some different things. Like for real for real, I’m talking majorly different.  Why come? Because it’s time for a change. 

 I see lots of good shit, but I also see all the bullshit, my shit, your shit and worldwide shit. I’m done with just talking about being sick and tired, of being sick and tired of shit. I feel called to action.  

Let me be clear. This is a totally personal conviction, but not so personal. See, I clearly understand that we are all connected.  I understand the science behind what I do affects us all, and that a better me equals a better you and vice versa. Even though we are all connected, I recognize and respect the differences that exist in where we have been, where we are right now and where we going. However it all intertwines and ties us back together. Marinated on that.

In regards to my personal stuff, I’ve asked:

Could I have done things differently? Yes.

Have I wondered what in the hell was I thinking at times? Yes.

Have I thought what a waste of time and energy? Yes.

Could I be doing more? Yes. Do I have regrets? No, absolutely not.

 Everything I have experienced is holistic and perfect, 100% perfect. And guess what? I am absolutely amazing, awesome and beautiful for it all. My lessons, my experiences, my journey.    

But at this junction in time and space, for me, a conscious change is required. I’m not going into the details of what I am doing differently here today. Some things are better shown then said.  If I want things to change in the world, the change has to start with me.  No finger pointing and no depending on politicians. When will we realize the game and acknowledge that they are not and have never been the solution.

 I will be still more often, be quiet and listen to the wisdom within.  I paraphrase Glenda the good witch in the Wizard of Oz “You have the power, you have always had the power, you just had to figure it out for yourself.” I'm stopping the insanity and doing something different. Anyone want join me? Lets go!

Necey